reality

So I'm been dealing with something for the past couple weeks now and its really upsetting and to the point  where I had to delete most of my social media sites due to the hate comments and bullying.. 
with any invisible illness you will lose people that you thought was your friends, you will find your true friends also been accused of faking illnesses because i guess i don't have anything to prove such as scars or anything.. I am sorry but i know what i have unlike you.. people need to stop saying crap they have no idea about such as if someone is faking it or not can't believe someone would do that if they are fighting invisible illnesses themselves..Just because it can't be seen doesn't mean we are faking! How would you feel if i said you where faking something and then everyone turns on you? you would feel so shitty and want to die from everyone saying your faking and some actually want to kick your ass or kill you..  THINK BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT SUCH AS SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE OR  ACCUSE SOMEONE OF FAKING BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE GOING THOU AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN PUSH SOMEONE TO FAR!

Introduction

I am 16 years old at the moment, and I became a spoonie at the age of 6 when i underwent my very first surgery, didn't think I would become a spoonie at the age of 6 I didn't even know what a spoonie was until I was 10. at the age of 8 I underwent a major back surgery which could of paralyzed me but on the bright side it didn't with any major back surgery it could paralyzed anyone due to it being the spinal cord. At the age 16 I had a total of 6 surgeries, I am currently in 11th grade.  Favorite color is purple, favorite thing is photography,  Just like any other spoonie  I want to spread awareness to my conditions. I will try to write 2x a week I know thats much but i feel like i can do it on top of school and the life of being a spoonie..